10.30.2010

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MAGNETIC ELEMENTS in this room, staged, but real, pain-staking inking of pressure, like an elder, bent over, unable to revv up the chainsaw, so he kicks it, breaks his foot & thus we enter foolishness, even as youth is a rare treat, a wasted summer watching 18-wheelers drive by carrying goods or flattened vehicles. On an overgrown path (like Leoš Janáček) I rise to see a little child sitting on a train next to a window, his head down, a palm against the pane. The sunlight is as conscious as an armed MOD; a zebra hiding in a wooden crate. United States flags seem to hang in every window of Plumber shops in Texas. Each night I dance amidst the light of the utility pole as if I were a comic strip. I hold my ribcage in place, mouth open under the moon, waiting for a planet to make off with my energy, set up a tent in my backyard & gaze back at where it once resided.


THE ORIGIN OF LIFE ON EARTH is spoken into existence by Almighty God & not by brainwashed corporate sponsors. Nor aliens. (Stephen Hawking is alienistic.) A hawk mistaken for an unidentified flying bird. What is there left to understand? Mental-demolition. The human cell, more complex than New York City at rush hour. That is a real page-turner! There are sixteen framed images of senior citizens on the wall someplace in Middleville, Ontario. I see this kind of thing in dreams or in nursing homes. Why am I wry? I see myself in each frame on the wall like a near-conclusive film. I see my father in each frame on the wall & I see my mother as the wall, holding us all tightly, but with a menacing appearance, the way a submarine longs to be a jet, coughing out air—me, six years old, a bathtubful of Army men & foliage. Wintery cragged ice, as if in Norway. The result of staying in the tub too long. Derbyshire is where I should be, as cold as ever, standing beside a woman in a pink sweater, a flower-patterned dress & carnation ballerina flats. I could be the plump girl standing hesitantly beside her, wearing a beige skirt with squintedly-nervous  eyes, as if annoyed. Double-eared audible-spear. I ask my headphones to listen closely to me. Anyhow, I am very male. Sheepskin fur & all. Do soldiers always “keep the peace”? Male or machine, female or machine. Machine or machine to machine. Overpopulated Renaissance. Some girls swim with their Barbie dolls. They lay them out to ‘sun’ with their private parts covered. Here, gravity denies us, kisses the sky, the mind as ruinous as graffiti walls—des Grands Ensembles—toilet-set tongue, near-absent, or near Absence. I ache like a chef in New Orleans, with bodiless architecture, as if oil were classified edible, now as neon black as a politician’s gaping mouth.



TEMPTRESS FASHION advertisement in the background where two attractive women stand side-by-side both wearing skimpy Patriotic attire. They smile, clinging to one another, as if to define “plastic.” Down the street, a broad-shouldered, dark-skinned man with tattooed arms, a thick, dark black Fu Manchu, wearing a Grim Reaper t-shirt, looks like “Mister Bad News.” Sergei Prokofiev’s “The Fight” gushes into my ears. What is more unique, a stream of silver fish or a photostream of half-naked women? Overture of too-many-questions. No time to answer prolifically. 




10.22.2010

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Materialized within yesterday's clouds,
I now erase the faceless fog
to face the distractions of loneliness,
like departing slowly from a fisherman
as he throws his line into the river
again & again.

I peer into a mirror
as if I were flying through a space
outside of Time.
Here, it is like an endless sunset
on the horizon,
rose petals in streams
wedged to the nourishment
of a landscape's eye.

If the moon's pupil opened a bit wider,
the sun would gasp with rapt attention
& reverse every memory, every photo,
so that all light & life would become
an absolute anfractuous shadow
sunken into the infinite mire upon
the pressed lips of the universe. 




10.19.2010

The stage is too gigantic to trip on the surface

so I descend over it.

I am in control of my own displacement.

There are thousands of miles of depth
within a ventriloquist's tongue.

I am stepping into Antigravitropism.

The climax of the circus comes to a pause
& the animals weep silently.

I hear bulbous whispering.

Disappearance of clowns,
       disappearance of stage-sound,
              disappearance of Pantheon-sized crowds

becomes an apron
for the isolation of my making--

the amalgamations of. 



10.11.2010

SAFETY

He said, "one of the few places in China
where it's safe to take a deep breath..."
referring to a holy peak of mountains
in Hua Shan, Shaanxi. Safety is a cavity

in every corner of the world, where
sudden destruction encounters those
that chant these padded desires. The dollar
sinks into oblivion, underground Morlocks caw.

Your gold & silver is as useless as braille
without hands. Very nearly we become
scattered leaves in an oracular shrine.
The identical wisdom of elephants is within the trees.

What Oxygen is to an Emergency
is what Safety is to an Unnerving Atmosphere
is what a Subway Map is to the Scene of a Crime.
Stop there. Feel your wrists as they pulsate,

extended beyond limits. Think of your
position, the way an angel may rise above
you; continents shifting out of place.
Think of safety as a sense of urgency.

You keep returning to it, over & over,
like placing one's ear up against the torso
of a cold wall, listening to a bickering dialogue.
Person-to-person uneasiness. Safety coils,

becomes like labyrinthine corridors,
half-hidden scenes, alternate realities. You think,
"There's something schizophrenic about safety,
like a room full of files that are stuck in a limbo."




THE HEART

Unattach the valves from my heart, feel it now as it jumps around in my chest.
Fill the open valves with your luminous vibrations, your regenerative descents
deep within me so that knowing what pumps through my veins is more than
mere blood, but instead is an actual feeling, an etching, a notation, a gateway
of an invisible pressure that could levitate my body near to you as if I were
a passer-by in a dream.




Glasses on a person can only stir the intellect,

therefore the eye parts ways with vision
to commerce with the ancient statues of memory's ruins.

A horsefly bites the leg of a child.
He ponders said event moments later
when the darkness of the sky is illuminated by veiny light
-ning, & therefore he asserts that
eyes are emeralds, pearls, similar gems
for discovering & examining & observing
the windows, walls, shutters;
the trees, innumerable fungi, architecture.

The cup is empty.
How clever to be thirsting, like silence, for the air,
to be eaten as prey
by the pressures & stink of life,
to be "fit" to know better
& spy out the formulaic downfall
before you're cleaned out, left in-place
as the anathematic shell of your former self.




10.08.2010

Lugubrious thalamus, "on" the nerves,


when certain individuals enter into
my atmosphere, my florid gravimetric.
    High sky, yellowable uterine,
demonstratable allergen. When the blood
begins to flow, I'm like a Mamaluke,
ancient castles with florid flowers
of oleanders, dolce far niente, narrow
nasal, nature-fakers like Al Gore.
   Where is that obese zombie fumbling
off to? You cite information regarding
the fact that Humans have Burning Questions
about circus contortionists, but leave me be,
I just want to hear the violin & piano--
beaux art--hidden within the yashmak
of my apelike limbo.
   My erstwhile disdain for spittle-flinging
mouthbreathers is not quite adequate,
for who else can be this sizzingly happy?




10.06.2010

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Sunset remains the same, the tilted earth,
the slanted autumnal sky.

My eyes mistake nothing.
The book in front of me is white & red.

Maybe, just maybe,
I'm the president at this moment

reading from a teleprompter,
except that I am reading my thoughts

as if they were significantly expanded;
grand architecture in a weary pathos.

Underwater, at sunset, the fish
feel less tempted, so they think.

Tempted fish, only those that resist
are happy; the other fish,

they meet their destiny with a snag.
Reeling, ranting, this is what poetry is!

the way nostalgia barks up
my eternal tree, exits out of me, enters

into another memory that I have yet
to run into, but is soon to be revealed

where even the wind cannot reach.
Remembering certain girls, like the wind,

a frizz, a fragile gleam in their sparkle.
I have always wanted to say to each of them:

"I am not supposed to know your secrets
but your eyes keep revealing them to me."

Snag! baseless substitutions of reminiscing,
like substituting color, the way a school bus

drives by, or was it only the bright yellow sun
running laps? Or a starry sky reminding me

of reaching into an old, fragile jewel box
with eyes closed, feeling for the spores

of a time long past. These thoughts free me
from an atmosphere containing oppression,

containing an always-aching mother--
back-aches for the feverish. And here,

I lay out the "slaughter rule" & kiss
another day goodbye. 




9.15.2010

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Oceanic spume    lit
by your eyes        glistens
like thick snow in sunlight
    Blinding    Buying time
    Burying rhymes in a
nearby park     a poet's voice
blows in the Autumn wind
throughout the pasturage
    Flintlocked tongue  
    Benjamin Britten spliffs
of ear-gate melodies
My hopes are high      (a blank
webpage appears
in front of my eyes
says "Page introuvable"
    My purpose is to dogmatise
the rules of translation
    "Ride out" like Don Quixote
& howl like a coyote
    Face like a butcher's block
    My love for you was once
against the stones of grave irony
fossilized like losing one's
sense of color     like looking at
a rainbow & mistaking it for
hollow piping     A poem to
stretch to infinity    shrunken down
into "a drop of water
from the belly of a sturgeon"   
    It's mid-September   
celestial sparks of memory    
         the heat still rages
& burns my voice
before I utter a word




9.13.2010

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Science moves to the back-burner
as arctic crystals maneuver
achingly into vast ocean-snooze 
(oblomovshchina)
    Blood pressure       Heartbeat rising
while standing in front of famous paintings
    Intensest spell      
    Too many people with half-disciplined eye     
but aye   Genre dissipates   
& that would be a great quote to have cut
on my tombstone       Where can I buy an
authentication key for my wow?
    "War helps us to love more" is a lie   
    Mel(waukee) & I comment'd
about berries in bowls   
¹she remark'd of a wine-drunk bird
singing to the face of the moon   
²she would rather be a bee
than a withering huckleberry
    Me   like a cannonball buzzing fleets  
    Should the wise ask for reasons?
    One thing for certain
is that all things appear primitive
to those that are busy nursing their
selfish desires with fever'd visions
    Noggin noise       smug       a sighting
of cabbage      or wait    no    that is
that is someone holding ambergris
    Sympatique daydreaming
developing like a ripe film negative

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¹in a birdcage by the bowl of huckleberries ("a crashing like Hiroshima Day").

²honey from blood ("a vampire bee, especially").




9.09.2010

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The world is a quagmire making us
                                                    hobble,

like a similar rubric as if with orbital
                                                    wobble.

Fragments come to occupy the place
with which they hold in the present.

Undo the day,
keep it as it may.

The excitation energy
can be lost by obvious touchstone.

"Someone took a taxi to rob a bank this morning"

Careful examina . . .
unavoidably lost gale, pale . . .

epiphany uprooted,
a dead cherry tree, figs picked
by my Grandmother's hands of chivalry.
                       Plucked, cleaned, canned, frozen.

There are many thoughts in me,
                                just there.

Herein lies the phenomenon
that tramples the individual voice--
not mine--phraseology
of the half dissident
or some obscure window
like an opened redundant letter;
anti-modern impulse many long a-day.

Last Sunday I spoke with people
old & anew;
recondite voices 
as if Occidental,
bursting out of the aura's halitus
like a vigil Prison Guard flat on his face
while the cell-door hangs wide-open.




Somewhere, a private world


is where I need to be,
with a revolving head,
with extended takes
that moves like a time-monument
receding out of the frame
of circumfluous ambiguity.
Today! Sweetness of wind,
begin, will you? Overcast,
rave-fast, fade-to-slack
in the backyard; the sky
resembles calculated
smoke-emissions. What am I
but snared with the power
of a Knight (royal posh).
Call upon The Terrorists
with Eisenstein-eye.
This isn't Photoshop physics.
I adapt to the Real
stitched into a great spearing.
Cacti of throat, like an
adjoining book-case.
I will be a duelling dragon's head
skimming through milky white websites
full of Russian text,
palette of disguised philosophies.




9.02.2010

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Grist mill    lithographs    embonpoints faking the fat
"like a diet"     I saw you dreaming just like me

    Can you come into my room for a moment
    Don't worry      I won't bite     I want to

enhance your appearance       enliven your
chance of disappearance     as if this were

    as complex as a Gaussian process
blinking with full attention       Yes      I feel v. silly

It may seem posh enough    Anonymity of grey
must come with a domain for aerobic digesting of white

like a district court's analysis about how a pig
turns into a pig   (not pink)    Originality is originless       

Sleet before the harsh snow    now    is tomorrow
because someone ahead of time is trimming

away "the" clock       There's nothing left
to photograph         Too many clavicles      much

of the same subjectory           a  cut  copy  paste
re-arrange    borrow    

                Every camera-eye
                                              should
                               have the glow
             of Tapetum lucidum

                               The pictures of the winds     

I bit my tongue        Nosferatu moaned

notwithstanding with cheeks         distended

Richard Strauss melodies in my airy allegro
tonight          Tehran is pushing Hizballah hard
to attack Israel           

Oddly enough (or a routine passes my life)
what of the dire to puncture a hair dryer
    What of

to push me hard     to tear me into     layered strips
like a wax museum sculpture holding back laughter

Oval light illuminating the ceiling          (in a funk
I searched for Horror Monster trading card #45    

for my uncle         (unfound               
            The calender lacks character          (rages

Daily life       my life       reflecting its Privilege

The windows seem to be echoing tempers
of Yeatsian echoes     I respond like a Grand Pianist






THE LOVERS THAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE

He wakes in a lighthouse     hears the yammering sea
blinks out somnolentia          Steam of rising waves           

He thinks of salt      how it changes secretly        
His Love awakes simultaneously     lamp-light

still glowing             symbol of glimpsing ringing
in the ear         She thinks of him & their love    

but what of this accurent unknowing?    He feels her
wake with him     pulls gravity through the lungs

of October as if so accustomed to this engagement
that it has become monopolous    Muscle-memories

collide     thin as Quisque     She lunges herself up
from the cold bed          peers out of the window    

a glistening starry sky from all directions    as if
Waking were merely Sleeping      A release in the belly   

like a peacock opening its feathers    Bursting gastraphetes
of solar-plexus spark          This       "To Forever"    

galaxy of love in a goblet     large enough to "globalize"
the universe         to milk the moon             But! to be

-ware of possible madness!    Where are the debris
of these Lovers?   A stitched invention     music-tongued

& forever imaginable       Where are these sculptural
mannequins of my making?      In
                                                 the
                                                    greasy
                                                  fire 
                                           O!
                                      On
                                           the
                                               tailwinds
                                           of
                                      my
                             heart!
                         An
                          absolute
                                    tangle
                                          of
                           magnified
                Possibles!





8.31.2010

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Radical Islam—as if

"3-dimensional represenations of a 4-dimensional thing"

                     could re-transform           

              with diction of vengeance
the materials
                    of a hologram
                                         in the city of bloody lips

Legible sensories malfunction
     a single fleck     plume of perfume     breathy bows

of a blooming unalterable impartiality

        WHY AM I WEARING A HAT
        on a day like today

The ice in the water has melted
         I drink to you    
             with "trammels of precision"

like a televised war

The windows disappear
                     into the doors       bad philosophy
anatomical into spaces that are quite economical

    You make me feel Radical

If ever there was a place
                             in need of more comedy

this is the time

I will write the Afterword later

    I walked past a graveyard whistling a melody

A group of ghosts perched upon a gravestone "booed" me

Just call me Boris Karloff
                           as I walk past your residence

as loathsome as a crippled carriage    as slow as a Mummy

A bamboozled child screams for his mommy
                   dropping his   iPod   iPad   earbuds   cell phone

I wait for you to notice       Maybe you heard

the horror of the child         but suddenly

I notice that the light in your home

loses its sunshine






Mary & Percy

                            for my uncle, T.H.

Imagine Mary  
in a graveyard 
with Percy

Thin lips, full lips,
lanterns distanced
by their
Oneness of breath

Familiar spirits rise
to watch,
covering their eyes

"Must be something
in the water"

Nine months later,
Mary's water
breaks

The gravestone
cracks, crumbles
into a powdery ash




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As the first eye of light
          makes itself known
                          in the morning


          The coffee-maker
on the counter
                
                                celebrates





8.30.2010

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The man in the dream said,

                            "Let's go find 
                               the silver of the beach."

                                        So we appeared there 
& saw fragmented banks 
          of rock-formations
                             
                         several feet underneath 
the ocean,
      vague 

                   but agreeable for discernment;

silver-linings on top of them 
                   shining like 

                                      metallic fish-scales.
 
Unwritten dreams 
               re-form

                   from different interpretations
of raw data. 

The coynage of conforming 
                             that old storye   
                                      into a meer romance. 

I write letters
                    to no one             (meaning that I do)
 
but while writing these letters, 
                 a face always appears 

on the paper (without a mouth) 
                       with voice-over commentary, saying: 

"Your eyes are like the flawless seas. 
                               May I Supersize them?" 

"Yes," I say,
             "as long you come out from behind  
the white curtain 
              & be my personal pantomime." 

The dinosaur in my dream 
              could have been my            eye-muscles 
dancing during sleep,

or if I were The Time Traveller,
               wholly mysterious, 

this triceratops would have had 
                   gaping jaws & wings. 

I want to find that beach, 
                   that shore-line of foam,

                                      like the Holy Ghost 
                             burning itself
                  into my spirit.

A great leap! to burn one's lips 
              on the joints of an image.

                                      I want to venture to this beach
                           & allow a rough draft of wind
           to dash right through me to the heart,

to calm the sores with the boldest
                  hands, quicken my blood. 

To be able to live in a dream 
                                  for a time or two

                                 as if I were the same person in doubles;
                  doubled in two, 

into "I" & "you," 

where "We" becomes 
                   a blooming first-born.




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Wait and cry out, until he sees her, Caesar
of the valley, white in linen, shapeless in shape

-lessness. The keyboard I touch is like dancing
on a frozen island--fingers like the Equater

reversing itself inward, the earthen-orange core
glazes like lava boiling upon the decline

of a sinking culture. The faint sky, a noirish
brake-cavity, lump of cell hovering above, rain

slides from clouds, a vibe of sprezzatura.

Tonight's fortune cookie fortune:

            "The evening promises romantic interests."

Is that criminal slang for

           "Put the other end of the rope in your mouth
           and clamp down with your teeth"?

I am picky beyond the physic, denying error,
as if there is an art without failure.

           "Who are you?" I ask to bestir my curiosities.

           "I am your mind, and you are the runway
           in which I never run; you swallow the words
           that I provide you, as if with blank Bingo cards;
           the triumph of word over flesh!"

quoteth the mental Sayven, forever[sayeth]more.




8.26.2010

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To leap higher than Kadour Ziani,
not as high, however, to that

of a quickly rising fire-tornado in Brazil,
dimishing quickly into thin air.

Fire within this heart of mine,
my rib cage expanding outward, as if

long-in-the-tooth. My refractive index
is changing—though the "real me" is

already invisible—to that of air,
and my body is not absorbing nor reflecting

light any longer. What else should I
speak of that would seem fantastical

to the common man? This, as if one's diary
knows what one is writing about

on its pages, or as if labeling a hurricane
the name of a human being is not

a peculiar thing.




8.24.2010

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Every day is shaken like rigor mortis

only of the eye

Shakes maniacally like the dryer
in the narrow hallway

Numb effects on me
like walking through the neighbors' backyard,
scampering,
butterflies scattering in every direction

but I'm Still
even when I'm Moving

Thick air of summer
enough to sizzle
blood-vessels

Ventilation of yellow evening sky

The faint echo of nothing
wanting to fade,
to give way to darkness

There is no void of which to speak

I marvel at the sky, Chinablue,
golden minimums forcing a
shiver, a silver hue

I've felt this beautiful stirring
before
when my eyes rained
with a full grasp of heartache

A lonely valley
is instrumental
becomes like a theatrical audience

Vast fractal memories of Ghazal
the kinship of Time sinking slowly

We sat together
as if in the next century

My heart, like a painted snowflake
in the middle of summer

I'm eager, aimless
as midnight will soon come,
kissing all of our heads softly

The clock on this white-faced wall
has a distinct heartbeat
like everything else

Outbreak of mood
To keep your eye on it
before it vanishes

The bedsheets are wrinkled here,
laminated by an intrinsic moment

All escapes me now
in this new late morning blush
as I long to split sleep into
fragments of black silk

The moon tugs
yet is growing smaller

If the days get shorter
let the night hang from us

We'll put the moon in a flower-vase
with the hope that it sprouts into a new sun





8.20.2010

Linking a specific organic process of the mind

that resembles
trembling shadows
of branches.

Surely
I do not mean
"fair & balanced"

but I must
self-actualize
everything

that is
synonymous with
this evening's sun

with waiting
for feedback from
cats, for the feeling

of the bathroom's rug
on my soles
as if I were

a mere comic-strip
in a massive
metropolitan city limit.

I'm a boy
trapped in a man's body
with a lot of love

wrapped up
in a human package.
It's hysterical

to think of this
metaphor as cost
-effective,

like angry solopsists
clinging to life
like animals

in an abattoir.
These very words,
thoughts, pierce

my heart,
my own verbiage,
so that the

previous idea
of comedy
becomes like

fossilized DNA
spawning under
the debris

of my
recurring
Spock-like centre.

Yet
where is Insight
traveling through

the brain,
reflections of
the surface

of the sun--
everything
moving us closer

to cyborgian,
as if technology moves
in different lighting.

On the table,
black & white
photographs,

empty coffee-colored
coffee cups,
a plastic "line phone,"

a fork,
a used napkin,
a 2003 movie guide,

a black hat
& a green Sharpie
is all that I see--

this is a web
of comfortable
spheres,

a cerebrum
of the misunderstood.
But, only for me

& I,
like a wingèd horse,
could be called

Mr. Pulp
with a blue pout,
with stretched

tear-ducts,
approveth of
grubbing feedback.

I sit here,
as always,
like a beetle

in stance,
moving sonic true,
like a woman's hair

in a swarm
of grass,
the mountains

are laughing out
like a loudly-cranked
amp.

Put me in
a photograph,
put me in

-side of your
cosmos,
I'm shaking

like a word-stem,
a tent, a falling against
the harmonic gizmo.